Hiding in the shadows, shadows of a coat that you wear. Racing through the smiling, she’s looking now for something to tear. Look, I can see the sunshine, I can see it running away. It can see her coming. If only there was some other way. Why didn’t I notice? Notice you when you smiled [...]

Notes: Short verses, long chorus, strange middle… hmmm. When I was young, you stood above me, all I want is you to love me and if you think for a second I’m a crazy, love blind child, come over here, lend me sweet ears and listen for a while. If I knew each moment here [...]

Notes: For Daniel, don’t burn your hands sweetheart. Watch the boy. Watch the burning boy. Watch that acid boy, there he goes. He’s trying to make you stare. He wants you, he wants you because you’re not his. Watch him. Watch the boy. Watch him burn, just for you. …Or so you think. He’s a [...]

I’ve been waiting for lifetime, for a person like you, a smile that sends shivers and eyes that shine blue. This is reality we’re stuck in and I can’t live my dreams but I’m high on your love, it’s forever it seems. You’re amazing, amusing and kind of confusing but I’ll never walk from your [...]

You sent me flying, with a beat of your wings. You had me crying, with your smile, cos it sings. And I know I’m stupid cos it’s down to me. We had a chance and we were meant to be. For forever, I promised you. We’d be forever, a love so true. Who waits forever [...]

It wasn’t anger or rage, or words on a page, or bottles of brown that made him hurl. The problem that plagued the biggest problem of all was his obsession with a silly, young girl. She beat in his heart, red hands smacked the walls, his blue eyes would close and his will became small. [...]

No clicking of cameras, nobody shouted my name, not a sound, except the wind and even that didn’t sound happy to see me. The wind had whipped through my hair as I walked home from the car to my house, which was empty by the way. I was still buzzing from the coke, my eyes [...]

My heart kept pushing the important blood through my important, warm and unfrozen body. My heart is acceptable. My heart does as I tell it and keeps my blood flowing as it should. My heart is quiet, just sitting in my chest not saying a word or batting an eyelid, because it has a heart and has [...]

Notes: Avant garde again. You know you secretly love when I make no sense. For George, with love, kisses and echo people from Georgia xxx Walking steady with good pace, I find myself trapped in a place. I know that I must find my way and lots of pretty words to say, yet locked up [...]

Notes: I’m being avant garde apaz…whatever that means :\ She walked slow.           Each step so… frightening. Eyes like lightening. Flashing. Wildly as she steps. Down…                   Down…                                     Down.        She’s there, at the bottom of the stairs, no lower. It’s all so… MARVELLOUS. The plan is working, she is exactly where she needs to see [...]

Notes: If you left off the third stanza of “One Perfect Rose” and replaced it with these… love would indeed be in the air. Perfection on each petal I did see Brown eyes had never strayed until I chose Green like the stem that he did send to me One perfect rose. Had I not [...]

Notes: Song I wrote for Char to pretend she wrote for someone. Perfect never crossed my mind, stared in your eyes and couldn’t find, the courage to prevail when I felt weak. Weakened by your fiery stare, one word could take us anywhere but I stopped, scared and lived with such regret. One simple word, [...]

I’ll be there, I promise you, through all the troubles you go through. When others turn their backs and run, I promise we shall stay as one. I promise you I’ll never hide, I promise I’ll stay by your side. I promise you’ll be in my heart, I promise we will never part. Promise you, [...]

Jason lay in bed, hot and sticky under the many covers and duvets his girlfriend insisted on. He’d not slept all evening, kept awake by the prickly heat all over his body and constant worry. Bambi sat across the room on the window ledge, leaning out and flicking away the ash of her cigarette. It [...]

I wanna be in your headphones, I wanna be in your mind, I wanna get a chance to talk to you, need a reason but I just can’t find. Just can’t find a way, fell in love in a cafe, fell in love with my baby, fell so deep and I must say. I must [...]

Notes: I wrote this about the most wonderful man in the universe who just happens to have nicknamed me jelly bean, jelly baby and dolly mixture, but I couldn’t write a poem about a jelly bean so I wrote about a dolly mixture instead. I don’t like the thought he’d hurt me, but it’s inevitable [...]

I’ve had a valentine, and a little look at a message that didn’t make me so happy so now I’m going to share some love for the second most important man in my life, second only to my Mark, yes, I’m going to talk about Ben. I love you my little monster <3 Rawr <3

I’m 18 now, well how about that. It doesn’t feel any different really, I just keep being told I’m an adult now. Bugger. I didn’t come here to rant about how boring being 18 is, oh no, I came to give you a gift. This gift is the gift of beautiful music dear amigos. This [...]

I don’t even know why I’m writing this but I just feel it had to be said because lately I haven’t said things like this enough and I suppose I’m worried you’ll think it’s not true anymore. You’re so amazing. You really are one of the most amazing people I have ever met in my [...]

Pictures of me and my all time favourite ginger, ever, Jamie :)